the dark defender.

Lately, i've been watching a lot of box sets. The two that have made me happy and entertained recently are 'The Office (US)' and 'Dexter'.

Both shows are really good. The Office is more of a dry-humoured comedy, whereas Dexter is basically a thriller/investigative/comedic kind of show.

I suggest that if you haven't watched the office, or dexter (ELENA) you really should!

Dexter is about a guy named Dexter Morgan, who is a blood splatter analyst with the Miami Metro Police Department. The irony is that he is also a serial killer who kills bad people. He lives by a code that his foster father laid out for him (due to Dexter being present when his mother was murdered by chainsaw when he was only a little kid) as his father knew that he was 'dangerous', hence why dexter only kills bad people.

Dexter parallels some of the feelings i feel sometimes. For example, throughout the show, you can hear him saying what he is thinking.. basically you get to hear his thoughts. He doesn't feel emotions that strongly, and he doesnt understand the events and conventions of society and people in general. Sometimes i feel lost, and like no one really knows who i am, but me and the select few who actually 'try' to understand.

But yeah, i suggest that you watch these shows. I could sit down for hours and watch them. =]]]]]]]]

forbidden crush.

haven't blogged in a while, but Ell has prompted me to write something, haha.
so, today was my busiest day at uni. 10 till 5, 4 classes, an hour and a half break all up. by the end of the day i'm pretty deaaaaaaaaaaad. But!!!!!!, with the exception of being brought back to life by mad friends!!!!!!!

i swear this church of satan thing will never get old!

so, i had a pretty sweet day. my afternoon was pretty entertaining. sometimes when im talking to people i've known for a long time, we disagree about things and what i say isn't ever believed. like today, i was arguing with a friend (jokingly), and he was not believing what i was saying, so my friend Ell was being my own personal arguer! she was sticking up for me and stuff. feels kinda really good when you don't have to say anything because someone else does the arguing for you. i like it haha.

but yeah, forbidden crushes. they kill my life. not only because it's inappropriate, but because they just kill me. sometimes i guess these 'forbidden' things get the better of us. well, me anyway. we're always out to want to know what things feel like and what things that are forbidden feel like. we always want to know!

'we always want to see what is hidden by what we see.' Rene Magritte

but yes, i'm starting to develop some really close friendships with people, and it's making life a whole lot better.